Monday, November 19, 2007
Who'd a Thunk It?
Ever get one of those feelings when everything is working against you? I'm going through that right now. It's prolly not as bad as I think at this moment, but give me a break..I'm exhausted ha ha. So I've been wanting to have this talk with someone for a few days now, and I'm pretty sure that he knows it. Its not to horrible of a talk, but the longer it gets put off the harder it is for me to keep a level head. I love him, I really do, but I'm not going to make a trip down to see him without getting what I want to say out on the table first. Is that too much to ask? I don't think so. I know how I am, and if I don't get it out while it's something small (and we all know that it's hard for me to say anything at all) it's going to blow up and I'm going to make a bigger thing out of something small. I want a break. The best thing in the world right now would to be wrapped up in the arms of someone who cares for me, but it's not looking like that's in the stars for me. I'm sick of feeling like I'm not good enough. I know that I am. And I know that he cares for me, but I'm having a hard time feeling it. I'd like for him to remember that I want to talk to him. And that I can't always work on his schedule. It's a
relationship, it's give and take. I don't know how else to put it.
I'm sorry for all the bitching but I want to get it out of my head before I go to bed. I'll have a more happy post tomorrow I hope.
Cakes ♥
12:58 AM
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