Thursday, September 11, 2008
Long nights and longer days...
So the past few nights and days have seemed to just blur together. I know I've been sleeping, but I never realize for how long, or that the day has really ended. If I hadn't of put dates into my
calendar today, I'd
prolly still be telling you that it's Tuesday! My sleeping medication hasn't even been doing the trick.
I'm not depressed, but I do feel as if maybe I'm missing something that's been staring me in the face. I've been doing my
homework, for the most part, working, balancing a social life, and still trying to get those few hours of "me" time in. I still feel as if
some thing's out of
wack.
I don't even have the feeling of being creative at the moment. I get the typical passing thought throughout the day, but can never seem to elaborate on it. I haven't even felt the need to sew. It seems that the only semblance I have to a normal outlook recently has been when I have been talking to my group. They know who they are. The sad thing is that even they can't seem to get me outta my funk.
I may not have the best memory in the world, but when it comes down to it, I have a knack for remembering the most uncanny details. Ask anyone. But here
recently I've felt like I have been missing
chunks of time. Like someone else has been pushing my
Conscious self out and taking over. I don't like missing memories or conversations....
Cakes ♥
6:51 PM
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