Thursday, September 18, 2008
N where to go and every moment to get there.o
I'm bored. Not just the, "I'm waiting for someone to call me, there's nothing to do bored." But the, I have no motivation, everything has been done before, bored.
Are there any experiences left the can be mine first? I want to go to London next Spring. All I hear however is, "you have to do this," "you need to see that." Don't forget the most popular, "I had so much fun there!"
Maybe I'm just complaining. I am really excited about going, but at the same time I'm really nervous about it as well. I've never been out of the States before. Not to mention I'm going to be doing it ALONE! That's a bit of a weird concept for me. I like my alone time, but I think by the end of the day I'd like to have someone I know to talk about the day with. In person. Not online. I like to chat online occasionally, but I think I’ll get annoyed with not having a physical response to feed off of. My day will have been going for hours before pretty much every one I know would think to be getting out of bed.
What a weird concept. Usually I'm the one they have to pry out from under the blankets. I like my bed; it’s a kind of refuge. On a typical day I'm usually there as much as possible. Doing my homework, sleeping, sewing, and talking. I know you’re supposed to separate where you work from where you rest, but with the way my house is set up right now there’s really no other place to really utilize. My bed is a universal place to operate from. Doesn't mean I want to be trapped there, but its still a nice staple in my life.
